Bye.

Thanks for the fan listing, thanks for the praise, thanks for everything...

But...something happened. It hurt me. Even though I have no reason to not trust anyone here, I can no longer know who to trust.

Something turned up...I am no longer in a mood to do anything...even live. I won't suicide or do anything of the sort, don't worry.

I've blocked most of you on MSN, and I am doing so on AIM. Only a few aren't...because I am clinging to a false hope there is some truth in this world.

Because I don't know what or who to trust anymore. Bye...I don't know when I will be back. Don't worry, I WILL be back...I just don't know when. If anybody out there cares anyways.